Shit is happening, but I’m just going to pretend it’s not happening.
I can’t rush on my next batch of weddings. I can’t stop and take a break from life. I can’t do half the things I want to do right now. I can’t shake the shit funk I’m in.
So I’m just going to pretend it’s not even happening.
There’s a ton of shit, a load of bad feelings sitting on my shoulders, but a) I just don’t have time for it, and b) I can’t fix the things I want/need to fix. I’m tired. But I can’t seem to stop. I don’t seem to be allowed to stop.
So fuck it.
I’m Indie Niall.
Me too… hideous funk is lurking round the corner but I am trying to pretend it is not staring at me…
I'm sorry. I don't think I can do or say anything to help, I wish I could. I know that feeling well. Spent a fair amount of the last 18 months, deep in it! I hope something starts to ease for you, even if it's just a small thing, soon.
You know where I am if you need me. Hope life gets easier very soon x
Shit Jay, I’ve been following your blog for years with *all the crap* that so often makes me giggle but this really doesn’t sound funny. I kind of understand as I kind of feel the same . My life is wonderful and I love what I do, but sometimes I’d like not to do it 24/7 and it’s not really an option, but your post sounds like a bit of a plea for help. I hope those nearest and dearest understand and that you can pull a plan together to see away though the busy wedding season and sort a little time out after?